Starting over
Starting over from scratch is a daunting task I must say. Especially when it appeared that you had it all together then, for reasons unknown things just didn't work out. You thought you were thriving and then poof, you're not. And its' really frustrating when the person standing RIGHT NEXT TO YOU appears to be soooo much better off. How easy would it be to be envious and jealous of someone else thriving while you struggle and wait?! This has been the experience of my two jasmine bushes I purchased for my front yard. At first they were only about a foot and a half apart stuck in their plastic big box store pots (for admittedly waaaay too long). I dutifully planted everything else except those two bushes. I guess I wanted to be sure they would thrive where I wanted them. One got half day sun and the other only a couple of hours. The larger more luxurious bush, which got a bit less sun, began to fade and falter. I watched that thi...